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I don't think the idea of what retirement should be is talked about enough in dog sport spaces.
People "retire" dogs from sports all the time. The dog gets too old to safely play, acquires an injury that makes the sport unsafe or uncomfortable, or has a behavioral or temperament issue that makes the sport unenjoyable. I don't think anyone can argue that it's unethical to keep pushing a dog in a sport to their detriment.
But what I see from there, I can argue with. So many people get high drive working dogs and do... nothing with them when they retire. They often refer to them as a "couch ornament". They leave them home on sport weekends. They use the lack of finances or time to do an extra sport as the excuse to stop coaching and building new repertoires with the dog.
We spend so much time arguing these dogs NEED jobs, then do nothing with them for months to years at the end of their working life. Retirement (for humans as well as dogs-- but that's a whole new can of worms) should not mean doing nothing. Living beings aren't meant to stop learning and growing and doing. Puppies are less capable, but we don't do nothing with them until six months anymore. We meet them where they're at. It's so important for physical wellness and neural plasticity that we do the same with our retired dogs.
I have a dog whose health meant he would be retired in any serious competitive context. Biting a sleeve or suit is too high injury risk. He can't jump his full obedience height or to catch a disc. He will never get the AKC RACH or OTCH I had him slated for. But he still plays! He comes with to mondio club and is preparing to trial in obedience with no jumps. He trials in AKC preferred obedience and got his rally choice title, the highest level without jumps, last fall. We're going to compete for our UKC RACH this trial season, since they don't require jumps for rally and let you jump minimum height. He still competes in every disc dog competition my competitive dog does, and even surprised me by placing in the last two despite only catching rollers. We started shed hunt and a Nosework class even though I currently don't have the funds or time to compete in more sports.
The biggest difference I've noticed in him since competing with him and taking him to classes again? He's so so much more behaviorally sound. He's happier. He's fulfilled. And he's physically more sound on top of that, because he's using his body in healthy ways and is not so pent up that he's injuring himself with normal movement.
Retirement should mean a new phase in life, not life being over. Rest and stagnancy are not the same. Quite honestly, if my retired working dog isn't ready to learn a new activity or play a new game, it's time to have a serious talk with my vet about quality of life.
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Shamura design for AU
Why I have a special interest in Shamura and why I chose certain design features can be read if you open the post in full
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English is not my native language
â Why Shamura? â
It started with the banal: Knowledge is close to me. As a result, my AU Shamura turned out to be quite similar to me in terms of views and feelings of the world, so I put special emphasis on them (this does not mean that I forgot about the rest of the bishops, in fact, I like all of them).
â Design â
References
My friend and I assumed that the name âShamuraâ has an Indian vibe. I spent some time studying the Indian gods, coming to the conclusion that Shamura somehow resembles Indra in my AU. In addition, âShamuraâ sounds like âShakraâ, which translates from Sanskrit as âmightyâ and is one of the names of Indra.
From this, I decided that it was worth focusing on the Indian style of clothing: collar, âdressâ, wide trousers. Shamura also has lush curly hair, which is more likely a reference to Kali.
Four hands also refer to Indian mythology: gods are often depicted with two or more pairs of hands.
Features
Shamura from my AU has slightly unnatural, as if constrained movements. The facial structure suggests that expressing emotions will be difficult, since before receiving the crown, Shamura was very stingy about expressing emotions (they did not know how to express them)
Speaking of AU, I want to note that, according to my ideas, references to religions existing in our world are divine features, such as two pairs of hands. That is, before receiving the crown, Shamura, like all humanoid creatures (if they do not have any anomalies), has two hands.
However, the second pair of eyes is an atavism, not a divine feature. They were blind in their mortal lives.
Symbolism
There are some symbols on the clothes, I changed them regarding the game, but each of them plays a different role:
â You may notice that there is an emphasis on double stripes on clothes â this is duality, to some extent, disunity, but I prefer to keep silent about the context.
â The crescent moon sounds more obvious: it is an alchemical symbol meaning the moon or silver. In the future, if there is a desire, I will note that this is a âpairedâ symbolism with Kallamar, which in turn bears the symbol of the sun / gold.
â A circle with six stripes means the process.
â The cross, a symbol that is present in the game itself, is present in Shamura and Leshy â the closing links of the chain.
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COUNTERFEIT - three
â˝ part two
⨠rio's library - good girl nbc
ă ⌠full library & archive ⌠ă
đ authors note: the story is starting to heat up and give you a sneak peak of whats to come.
đ pairing: Rio (Good Girls) X Faith (Original Character) All my characters are black women.
đ word count: ~1.8K
đ summary: A day party, unexpected guest, damsel in distress, a lot of stress. Confrontation, unexpected chivalry, back stories & unfavourable truths. This one's messy đŞď¸ .
đ three - unnatural habitats
I try my best for courage as the city scenes change from outside my window. I can feel Charâs eyes on me. Our argument was conveniently well timed. Now, if I don't show up now to this PR activation of herâs iâll be toast. The worst sister in the world, problem child extraordinaire. Itâs not that I don't want to support Char, it's that Jasonwas invited. In order to secure the necessary funding to make things go off without a hitch she enlisted him knowing his firm's coffers are deep. Knowing Jason, he will be in attendance. Itâs the root of my reluctance to attend, not some petty spat and a childish attempt to get even. Char and I didn't speak until last night when she placed the dress she wanted me to wear today on my bed. A pinterest board of context for how I needed to look followed via text along with a detailed itinerary. I reacted to the messages with thumbs up and sat in the make-up artists and hair stylists chairs when they arrived smiling, laughing and talking with them - conceding and playing the role everyone wished to be my permanent disposition.
âWhere were you last night?â Char asks, drawing me from my thoughts.
I take a breath before looking over at her, âOutâÂ
Char rolls her eyes at me before smoothing out her dress - itâs rare vintage and gorgeous. âOut where?â she probes.
âDrinkingâ I respond being short with her and she sighs.
âWhatever, screw your life up. The rest of us are responsible enough to be your backup plansâ she snaps but iâm not in the mood for a back and forth.
âI can act the fool during your event if that's what you want?â I threaten her knowing the social game of chess well. Char glares at me in response. She knows she doesn't have to beg me not to. She knows I'd never knowingly light a match to anything she loves.
âI don't want that - I want the best for you Faith and you're just. I don't know what you're doing!â she shouts.
âIâm 24 and you're 25 Char, what the hell! Weâve got our entire lives ahead of us.â
âHow many weddings have we been to the past few summers? How many housewarmings and baby showers?â Char snaps like any one of these guys we grew up with is worth getting to claim her in any way.
âThatâs where the party dies Char. How many of our friends are the same?â I ask her.
âJust because you resent Merrick-â Char starts.
âItâs not about Merrickâ I snapped, tired of that narrative. âNone of this shit is real Char, I don't mind playing pretend but the charade has to end at some point! If mom didnât have Merrick we could still live the way we do. We have an uncle you know, our fathers brother.â
âDrug moneyâ she whispers well indoctrinated. Char looks at me appalled by my suggestion.
âBecause corporations are not just as exploitative and damaging to communities, and the environment?â I ask and she looks at me like I'm a mongrel. Daddy would roll in his grave. Thatâs the fundamental difference - our father was never self righteous. He never made his choice of employment out to be the right thing - it was just a means to take care of his family. Char was his princess and I was his shadow.Â
âOur father killed people and destroyed families with the poison he pumped into the community. Merrick is nothing like thatâ She snaps as the car comes to a halt. I exit the car and skip photo opps heading straight into the venue Iâve had a hand in decorating - Iâm not in the mood to schmooze or network. I head to the bar and get my first round as the music gets good. I throw a few shots back heading over to mingle and maintain my reputation as the âfunâ sister. Girls twerk around me but I spare my sisters the embarrassment of my participation. Iâm on a cool down when I see Jason watching me with longing. I donât remember the last time I enjoyed myself this much in his company. I want to run but I canât because weâve made eye contact. He looks like heâs been going through it and I can't imagine how much it hurts him to see me looking unaffected by our end.
âHeyâ he shouts over the music, having cleared the distance between us.
âHeyâ I responded.
âYou look beautifulâ He smiles with a hand on my hip. It should be familiar and refreshing but it just isn't. He pulls me in coming in for a kiss but I turn my head and step out of his hold before looking at him again.
âThanksâ I mutter, not nearly drunk enough to forget we're over.
âBabe, can we talk?â He asks, lips brushing against my ear.
âWe spoke already,â I remind him.
âYou havenât been taking my calls,â he says.
âBecause Jason I have nothing more to say!â I say louder my impatience growing.
âThen listen to me, I love youâ he says and for a moment the declaration moves me. But then something about him reminds me of Rick and it all goes away.
âThen let me go,â I plead. Jason searches my eyes before anger flashes in his. He pulls me to him like this is a bid for attention, a game of cat and mouse - a way to spice up our relationship and not a breakup.
âYou want more attention, I get it. Iâm here. I'll work less hours and make more time for us Faith. I love you - stop being like thisâ he says confirming my suspicions. It's a testament to how well Iâve gotten to know him and how little heâs been paying attention. The whole thing makes me upset and I pull away but he grabs my arms.
âHey!â A deep voice says in warning. I relax, relieved security is here but I turn to see Dâs cousin Rio. His expression is displeased as he sizes Jason up. Jason releases my arms - caught in his below the board behaviour. He straightens and my head spins. Rioâs the last person I expected here or defending me. He gives me a reassured nod before glaring at Jason like Jason has lost his everloving mind. Jason goes to grab me again before Rio steps between us.
âSheâs my girl, moveâ Jason snaps.
âDoesnât look like itâ Rio responds unmoved.
âWhy donât you go and mind your business?â Jason snaps.
âFaith, is this your boyfriend?â Rio asks, casting a look over his shoulder at me, all the while still using his body as a shield.
âI know everyone she knows and I donât know youâ Jason snaps.
âYou can do better than this, maâ Rio taunts with a smile thatâs only purpose is to provoke Jason.
âMa?! Faith, who the hell is this guy?â Jason snaps ready to make a scene.
âJason, call me when you arenât drunkâ I shout, needing to diffuse the situation for Charâs sake.
âFaith, donât walk away from meâ he shouts, stepping around Rio to grab at me again and it happens so fast Iâm shocked. Jason is grabbed by security and his wallet is plucked from his pocket. Another guard snaps a picture of his license.
âDonât worry, he wonât be allowed backâ the guard says. I force a mortified nod as security makes quick work of throwing Jason out discreetly. A few eyes are on us, Char among them.
Fuck, I curse to myself.
âThanksâ I mumble and Rio turns to face me.
âLet me guess, finance?â He says.
My head is still spinning. âWhat?â
âHe works in finance so he thinks people can be bought? And has shit to lose that's why he aint swing on me for talking to his âgirlââ Rio says with a knowing, taunting light in his eyes. It kills all of the chivalry of his actions.
âYes, financeâ I admit and he looks me over again like I can do better.Â
âWell D wouldâve wanted me to look out,â he shrugs cooly.
âThanksâ I respond, feeling deflated.
âIâll tell the staff you're a friend of the family, you need anything let us knowâ he comments glancing around the venue.
âAppreciate itâ I mutter seeing Charâs wide eyes behind him as she makes her way over.
âNo worries. But donât ever come to the bar dressed like that you hear?â He winks walking away.
âWho was that? Heâs hot!â Char asks as Rio disappears.Â
âDâs cousinâ I answer honestly.
âHow do you know him? I donât remember this cousin.â she asks.
âHe was around when I saw Dâ I omit the full truth and she looks in his direction some more.
âHeâs hotâ she repeats and I smile.
âHeâs not your typeâ
âWhat?â she asks.
âI'm pretty sure he doesnât fit your criteriaâ I tell her.
âWhat does he do?â She asks.
âHe looks like he does whatever he wants.â I tell her heading back to the bar. The bartender hands me a cherry margarita before I can order.
âFrom the bossâ he smiles and I do too. My sister watches me with a hundred questions when I donât pay and I know itâll be a long interrogation. I wonder if Rioâs actions are genuine kindness or flirting - either way the man is attentive and clearly dangerous. I head home shortly after the incident, skipping out on the after parties. When I wake up I see a slew of emails from Jason and roll my eyes. I see a message from char saying sheâs doing hot yoga and relax until my phone rings. I check the caller ID with one eye open and see Diegoâs name. Relief washes over me and I answer.
âHelloâ
âChar calledâ Diego says on the other end of the video call.
âYeah?â I ask and he nods.
âAsking if you were involved with my cousinâ Diego says and I roll my eyes.
âJason was sloshed and getting aggressive instead of my sister intervening your cousin did.â I explain.
âI know he told me, then asked me if guys like Jason are your typeâ Diego says with a knowing expression.
âWe both know he isnâtâ I admit. âHow's the play off season going at the bar?â I ask.
âGood. You low on money?â he asks.
âNo, I've been living off the tips and saving my salary. Itâs nice.â I admit.
âRioâs out of town next weekend so if you want to work let me knowâ he offers.
âIâm inâ I tell him.
âGoodâ
âDid Char tell you she thinks Rio is hot?â I ask and his eyes bug out.
âRio isnât her type, he has a son and two girlfriendsâ D says, surprising even me.
âTwoâ I exclaim shocked and D nods. âAnd heâd pretend Charâs the only one,â I add, shaking my head.
âGood at it too,â D scoffs, making me laugh.
âThen heâs exactly her type, she still believes in playing pretendâ I tell Jason who swallows.
âBoth of you need to stay away from him.â D says before changing the subject to something lighter.
group project - COUNTERFEIT (RIO)
authors note: checking in with readers. the first chapter did well but the second not so much. idk if you all are busy or tired with the state of the world, tired of rio or adjusting to the change in POV. Whatever the case I'm willing to pause updating this story for now and revisit updating it later.
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Les Miserables, quoted in the women's page of the Rockhampton Morning Bulletin, 5 September 1939. Now let's look at the full context of that quote:
âI admire Enjolras,â said Bossuet. âHis impassive temerity astounds me. He lives alone, which renders him a little sad, perhaps; Enjolras complains of his greatness, which binds him to widowhood. The rest of us have mistresses, more or less, who make us crazy, that is to say, brave. When a man is as much in love as a tiger, the least that he can do is to fight like a lion. That is one way of taking our revenge for the capers that mesdames our grisettes play on us. Roland gets himself killed for AngĂŠlique; all our heroism comes from our women. A man without a woman is a pistol without a trigger; it is the woman that sets the man off. Well, Enjolras has no woman. He is not in love, and yet he manages to be intrepid. It is a thing unheard of that a man should be as cold as ice and as bold as fire.â Enjolras did not appear to be listening, but had any one been near him, that person would have heard him mutter in a low voice: âPatria.â
That's right, Bossuet was getting quoted in Australian newspapers in 1939. Good for him I guess.
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I just found out a Prince of Egypt Musical exists, and one of the addition songsâ 'footprints on the sand'â really gives me Leona vibes
(Spotify link to the song)
https://open.spotify.com/track/40PqpFQdrylghRZgY36W8G?si=wATkespmQyar931PNnNc8A&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7MOGTYjo3ifwHDBf0EBE71
(Genius lyrics)
https://genius.com/Original-west-end-cast-of-the-prince-of-egypt-footprints-on-the-sand-lyrics
So since you'reâ at least in my viewâ one of the Leona experts, I was wondering what your thoughts would be on it!
Not that it fits perfectly; no song ever really fits 100%, after all. But I think it has strong Leona vibes
Leona VS The Weight of Insignificance
(Ahhh sorry I am just getting around to this.;-; BTW DFGHJK Iâm flattered that you consider me a Leona expert??)
So this is pretty cool because I didn't realize there was a Prince of Egypt Musical? Iâm a big fan of the animated movie and of musicals so Iâll have to listen to the rest someday!
So, I think in general the theme of âFootprints in The Sandâ is about the idea of âtrying to leave a markâ in life, but feeling like it won't matter in the long run and also exploring the insignificance that we all feel as people.
That being said, I can see why this song made you think of Leona! It brought up some feelings about what being second-born in a royal lineage means and how that can make someone feel insignificant just in concept. The spare heir if you will.Â
It's interesting because it also made me think about how Leona has such complicated feelings about his title too?
Like on the one hand, he feels like he's âforever in the shadow of Falenaâ but at the same time, I DO think a small part of him secretly enjoys the mobility of not having the reasonability of king and therefore the first few lines of the song before it fades into him sounding more melancholic made me think of this.
(AND ALSO since weâve seen how he would handle being king in his Chapter 7 Dream OOF.) My thoughts on that: X
The second sonâ My father's wrong (THIS LINE TOO) It's got to be the easiest role on Earth Just play around Justâ
playâ
along Enjoy the bountyâ
of my birth So what's today's amusement Forâ
this second son? Which one shall I choose from so many kinds of fun?
I think it leads back to the age-old conclusion about Leonaâs character (that his dream really hammered home), is that being king is NOT what he truly wants and it more comes to feeling worthy as a person as if he has to âjustifyâ his own existence of feeling useless. Itâs more about the kind of attention he craves. To be useful, respected, adored.Â
The song mentions the fear of not leaving behind a legacy and feeling the weight of your own insignificance as a person. I can see how both the characters of Moses and Leona both struggle with âfinding their purposeâ and not being able to see their own worth like others who care about them do.Â
It made me think of the song (also in Prince of Egypt) âThrough Heaven's Eyesâ which I feel actually continues this theme. The idea that even if you canât see your OWN value that everyoneâhas their own innate value as peopleâand that in itself is meaningful.
A single thread in a tapestry Though its color brightly shines Can never see its purpose In the pattern of the grand design And the stone that sits on the very top Of the mountains mighty face Does it think it's more important Than the stones that form the base?
For Leonaâthe people he acts as a mentor to likeâRuggie, Epel and Savanaclaw as a wholeâhave a pretty high opinion of him despite his flaws. And the fact that he canât always see that and appreciate that value that he unconsciously and consciously brings to them reflects this. He has and will leave an impact even if it's not as âimportantâ as a king. And he could do even more good if he actually tried to do so.
I think itâs a lesson we all struggle with TBH, the whole: seeing our inherent value as people and itâs def why I think Leona is a more relatable character than he first appears in twst. :3
Thank you for sharing with me though! I love finding stuff like this! I hope you have a wonderful day/night!đ
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If this ain't the most Solavellan-coded thing I've seen all day.
#solavellan#tim curry#william shakespeare#i have no context for the rest of the play#this just came up on my feed today#and i was like damn is that not solas being a huge fucking piss baby#because he couldn't have his woman#datv#veilguard#the veilguard#lavellan#solas
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you can't "just add a few codexes". you have to write those codexes. you have to write them in the proper voice and style and so it doesn't just fit ONE specific person's worldstate but anyone who also may have made the same decision as them. (you might even have to write multiple variations of the SAME CODEX to account for gender/race/class/romance) you have to edit them. you have to decide where those codexes are going to appear. you have to put them somewhere where people who want to read them will find them. you have to program them showing up. you have to flag it so it only shows up in sPECIFIC versions of the game. (because god forbid it doesn't and breaks someone else's immersion) you have to bug test that. you have to hope it still works when it ships.
and after all that the people complaining might still pick up said codex and close out the window immediately. or run past it entirely and complain that they made a selection in the worldstate that never paid off.
and then you've just spent all that time fleshing out something that's just a small nod to a very small percentage of players. time you could have spent on the current plot or companions. time you could have spent on making *active* decisions matter. these things can easily take up weeks or months like you wouldn't fucking believe.
#i challenge anyone complaining about this to try doing it for themselves#really pick up a pen and write these codexes you want so bad#and have it up to the same level of quality it should be for the game#then actually wait until the game comes out and you play it *for yourself* and see if this is still a 'valid criticism'#and hey maybe you do at the end of it all and that would be fine and valid!#until then complain all you want but criticism requires you to make evaluations with context so this is not 'valid criticism'#preparing to get repremanded by my friends for Posting but this is eating away at me inside as someone who takes critique very seriously#esp now that im replaying inquisition and realizing how unfinished and empty it is bc they cut so much stuff to account for worldstates#do you ever think about how upgrading skyhold is almost purely cosmetic and doesn't fucking matter in the end fight#just so some npc in the herald's rest can talk about what happened to merrill's clan or i can get letters from zevran at the war table#granted this prob would have made varric killable and deprived us of silver fox varric so it is what it is#obligatory its fine to be mad/upset/whatever but stop talking like this was a decision made lightly or to spite you The Player#they are not rubbing their hands together maliciously in the writers room like some evil cabal get a grip#dragon age
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I'm allergic to finishing any art right now it would seem so here's some very low effort mspaint dragon age 2 doodles
#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#isabela dragon age#fenris#anders dragon age#fenris dragon age#aveline vallen#carver hawke#fenhawke#in the first image the closeup of my hawke on the right Was from clip studio but the rest of these were drawn in mspaint exclusively#the last image originally had a different context but i scrapped it so it can just be interpreted as#typical carver vs elder hawke behavior#aaand the second image was based off of isabela's hightown comment getting interrupted by these two#you can probably guess what interaction i'm fishing for by having those three in the party together#ive played dragon age 2 every day for the last 24 days. i am not well
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me: i finished the latest trailblaze mission in hsr so i can look at what other people are posting now! oh boy i hope it's discussions and theories about the story. i can't wait to see what everyone thought about firefly (what was going on with you sweetie...) and A Child's Dream - that segment in particular really left a profound impact on me. like who is mikhail? the voice we hear throughout is obviously misha's - did he have a twin? does mikhail have something to do with clockie? and from what we heard and saw, misha or... mikhail. encountered the embodiment of Death that lurks beneath the dreamscape. what's... the full story there...? i can't wait to see other people's perspectives it'll help me piece a more coherent theory together-
other hsr fans: *thirstposting about aventurine and/or dr. ratio, trying to cancel sparkle even though the entire point of her character is that yes she's a horrible person because it's high time we see how DANGEROUS and CRUEL the masked fools can be - no more reducing them to the silly wacky hijinks sampo pulled on jarilo; you should be scared of these guys; the game's story never wanted you to make sparkle your next skrunkly blorbo babygirl lol, heated discussions about whether dr. ratio displayed the same racism towards aventurine that sparkle did and if that makes aventurine/ratio a bad thing to ship (??????????), more thirstposts about aventurine, 500 billion generic yaois of aventurine and ratio that don't even maintain either of their characters*
me:
#HONKAI STAR RAIL IS SO GOOD AND YET NO ONE SEEMS TO WANT TO TALK ABOUT WHAT MAKES IT GOOD#I FEEL ACTUALLY INSANE#I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE STORY!!!!! AND THE CHARACTERS AS INDIVIDUALS#NOT ABOUT HOW HOT THEY ARE OR WHO THEY CAN BE SHIPPED WITH#aventurine isn't even that sexy his eyes are the most interesting part about his design (HIS DESIGN. HIS CHARACTER IS MORE INTRIGUING)#the rest of it is just kind of ... like. yeah he's a blonde man. ok.#and my thoughts on aventio are i think ratio would betray aventurine for a single corn chip. and aventurine would do the same#i do not see a romance ever blossoming there. not even an enemies to lovers kinda thing. they're both too busy playing 5d chess for that#i want to talk about FIREFLY. I LOVED FIREFLY :(#i want to talk about acheron. and MISHA. SWEET BOY WHAT'S GOING ON?#there's so many interesting things going on rn and aventurine is not one of them.#like ok he knows some things but he's such a sleazy businessman about sharing info that idgaf i don't want to learn anything from him#he's always going to leave something out. because he needs to always have an advantage. for this reason i ignore 80% of what he says#i've gotten more context and clues out of everyone else he is nothing to me. i'll eat him.
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the amount of times I have potentially controversial opinions that I type up and then save in my drafts forever because I still feel them but am too shy and afraid to choose violence in any way
#wc fandom an absolute mess right now LOL#I'm reserving judgment until i read the new book. I don't believe in having bad faith takes on a book I've never read#if it's bad oh believe me brother you will hear about it when I've read it!#until then all i will do is shake my head at everyone saying ''dont read it it's bad!!!''#no! read it actually! if you want to form and articulate your opinions on something you have to READ IT#you look like a fool if you just go off of hearsay forever#something i see constantly in this fandom is people being like ''i refuse to read some book but can you BELIEVE this happens in it??''#and then say the dumbest shit about a scene taken out of context#yes yes i will never claim this series is well written. it's messy! not denying it#but sometimes y'all overreact in the most insane ways#I'm getting too old for this#sorry wait i just wanna add one more thing which is that if i avoided everything that people told me never to experience#i never would have read some of my favorite books or played some of my favorite games#currently quite obsessed with a game that so many claim is ''the worst entry in the series''#which is a wild thing to say with such confidence for any entry in a series that's been running for over 30 years#anyway i loved it. it's flawed and i loved it. so the rest of the series had better blow me away#pigeon mews#i just woke up i am extremely sleepy#i should not be posting this but I'm doing it#quick clarification: this post is not about people disliking the new book. dislike to your heart's content#this is about people (especially people who haven't read it themselves) saying do not read it because it's bad#maybe I'm just tired of this fandom being so miserable all the time. you don't have to be here if you're not having fun!#anyway. me: I'm too shy to say what i mean. me in the tags: HERE'S WHAT I MEAN lmfao#this post may self destruct (by which i mean get privated) if i feel self conscious about it once I've finished waking up
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Love your art and I'm generally curious as to what the appeal of Dante/Vergil is to you? Do you have any hc that you're drawing from or is it just personal preference? I struggle to imagine the right conditions for them to be involved in that way and would like to know what inspires you.
I will premise this by saying, that Iâm actually not a MASSIVE fan of just DV for its own sake, if Nero isnât also included (or like, with the assumption he will, 100%, be included once heâs in the picture). To me itâs kind of a baseline pairing?
As in, I donât even have to think about it. Of course theyâre in love, of course theyâre together, of course theyâre fucking. Itâs almost an afterthought to me, the way the married parent couple of the protagonist in a story inherently are. It doesnât necessarily interest me by itself, that fact, itâs just a certainty, it just is. I guess, for me, the interest in DV specifically comes more out of what other people make of it, because for me Iâm almost always approaching first from the perspective of Nero being there also, haha.
Thereâs also the fact that I have a lot of hc about just like, the way demons function as a species, I guess. I took a lot of things dmc canon gave me and went like, âalright, time to project this into the most self indulgent, non-human society but humanoid looking species I can think up in my brainheadâ. To me a lot of the appeal comes from it being not necessarily a predestined thing as much as like, a biological inevitability - (going to speak in definitives about my own hc from here on, so not making any statement about canon dmc lol) demons mate with their kin, and with whoever deems worthy - and twins from the same litter would inevitably end up being the otherâs first partner, their first choice, their other half. In a sense, to me, theyâre soulmates - though honestly I prefer to think of it more as two halves of the same soul, following the implications in 3 and the 3 manga that them being twins comes from the spawn of Sparda being too powerful to just be born in one body. That might sound like Iâm just saying theyâre soulmates in a different way, but not really - to me, if I had to go the soulmate route, Nero would be both of their soulmate - because the two of them make one single soul, and the match to that would be Neroâs.
I kind of just go off of the assumption that they are in love and have been since they were in the womb, you know?
That colors the way I see their every interaction. To me, in their fighting, their squabbles and their feuds, thereâs always love at the source. Familial, yes, but romantic and sexual as well - and to me, when I think about them, itâs all one and the same. To love each other like family is to be intwined, is to be mated, is to be a pack and is to be one.
Thatâs the more deep thoughts I have about it, I have more shallow/surface thoughts (and specifically ship dynamic thoughts about like, what appeals to me about them sexually lol) but if I had to quickly sum it up thatâs what I would say, I think.Â
#Sorry if this is a bit jumbled/all over the place lol#I actually never really stopped to think about it besides just liking it i guess#Like to me things like danteâs lines to vergil read as flirting the fights read as full of tension#every time I see them fighting I could very easily picture them just stopping mid stab to make out yknow#I guess it also comes down to how much you personally like conflict in a ship#or how much rivalry/fighting reads as charged or tension to you#Plus again the whole demon thing#And in a way also ig I just really like thinking of demon twins as a mating pair#I like them hybrid the best but in that context I do like to hc vergil as super fertile and Dante as near infertile#and them navigating this nature in a sense of like. Itâs not what they want out of life.#Itâs not what they naturally gravitate towards nor what they would choose if it were up to them.#But its nature and its playing cruel tricks on them#and ig in a way to me thatâs a feeling I like to project as a trans allegory#I donât often veer to making characters trans in a realistic human way bc it hits a bit too close to home#And rather I prefer adding a lot of things that are exactly like being trans but not in a human way#And I think thatâs that to me yknow?#Nature + instinct imposing something on you that you have to actively struggle against for the rest of your life#And compensating and making yourself be perceived as who you feel yourself to be despite of it#Yes this is still all about weird demon pseudo omegaverse bullshit no I cannot physically hold myself back from getting into it#asks#vague mpreg allegory/mention#thank you for the question! lots of food for thought lol#spardacest
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okay but AJR'S new song "Yes I'm A Mess" is one of their coolest concepts to date cause like, AJR has been hyping up the chorus for a long while now and from the frequently tiktoked verses "I could hate my guts when the sun comes up but I like myself like this" and the overall tune of the chorus, the most common impression on the song is that it's a song about the brothers "blowing up their lives" through partying and all that because they "like themselves like this". Basically it's your "wooo let's fucking party song" but in the perspective of them using it as a means of escape in a way. This impression is confirmed with the release of the full song whose lyrics include them wanting to quit their jobs and start over ("I'm in it now, I'm in it now, could I start again somehow?)
And of course, the theme of wanting to escae start over and becoming what you like yourself to be even if you make yourself into a mess is something quite relatable especially for young adults right? So that concept is good in it of itself but what makes this song so much fucking different IS HOW AJR FLIPS IT BY THE BRIDGE. By the time Jack sings "I could hate my guts when the sun comes up but I guess that's what this is. I like myself like this", there is a layer of acknowledged resignation that them blowing up their lives and escaping in the interest of starting over and "liking themselves" is something that's not that all good AND THAT POINT IS ESTABLISHED WITH HOW THE SONG ENDS - WITH THE OUTRO BEING ALL SLOWED DOWN AND REVERBED AS IF THE PARTY IS STOPPING AND YOU'RE COMING DOWN FROM YOUR EUPHORIC PARTY HIGHS.
This part especially took a lot of people off guard because they simply weren't expecting this shift of tempo to happen in a song marketed as a partying fun song and holy shit that's the whole point! The constant escape for a new and clean slate through indulging yourself into becoming someone you like to the point of self sabotage won't ever end up well - cause sooner or later, the tempo will turn slow, verses will be slurred, and the fun beat and whistles will stop. And for a band who prides upon having their songs be fun to dance to while being relatable in its woes of having to grow up and wanting to escape that, holy fuck is that an amazing point to make.
#look i'll be fucking honest i wish ajr was a bit more descriptive when it came to their lyricism#because i like how they play around with lyrics and additional context through lyrics is always nice for me#but i applaud their new direction nonetheless because right now ajr is playing around with concept execution#and yes i'm a mess just basically 110% confirmed that for me#i had a feeling that their newest album was gonna head to this direction given how vastly different the prod is#and the singles they've released so far seemed a lot more personal too#so yea if the rest of the album continues this pattern of being this conceptually smart#then my all time favorite album Neotheater might have a strong contender#cause like damn yes i'm a mess may not boast of smart wordplay and the like but goddamn does it carry a unique concept#and how the concept is executed is well done too especially that break down at the end aaa#anyways stream yes i'm a mess by ajr and all their other songs woo#ajr#yes i'm a mess#the maybe man
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my wrist hurts, so i'm taking a lil break from writing, but may i just say i love one miss chiyo :' ) and a lil hc a reply in the queue made me think about: chiyo definitely was the one teasing naoki rather than the other way around when they were kids. in general, chiyo's used to being the silly, cheeky one -- she's not as used to others teasing her, though she never gets legitimately mad or bothered about it. she just doesn't take it lying down, and/or she gets really flustered. like i'll say that's one character trait that will sometimes shine through even the masks she likes to put on. her playfulness. and i just really enjoy that about her character <3
#okay now away i go to give my wrist a lil rest#very rude of it to act up on the day i feel like writing :///#but it is what it is and it gives me an excuse to play the updated lads storyline#still not keen on caleb being a li in the context of the mc having grown up with him from childhood?#they're not blood related but i thought they had sibling energy originally and familial connections can be very compelling story-wise#but lemme not rant about that rn for my wrist's sake asdfg#i'm curious what the heck ever is doing though... and the end of rafayel's story branch had me vibrating i won't lie#anyway i'll be back soon <3 gonna just stick to mobile and lurking for a bit#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons
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are there any samples amongst your writing for drals that one could still read clearly even without much understanding of ESO content? :] (I have some general TES knowledge but have never played ESO myself)
oh hmm this is a good question!!
I think the most obvious answer would be the little smut oneshot with him and Zerith-var I just posted, but if that's not ur jam that's ok!
there's also a few little things I've posted on tumblr here and there, like the New Life ficlet, and the Seaside Cottage prompt answer. also in scrolling back far enough I found the original introduction I wrote for him that ended up becoming the first chapter of his fic.
his main fic follows the Necrom story in ESO very loosely and definitely not in any linear fashion, and I've tried to make it stand on its own as much as possible, so some surface-level TES knowledge might cover it as long as you don't mind possible spoilers in case you do ever play the game!
#yans stuff#drals arano#weirdly I think the other fic I wrote with him and Zerith might require more tes knowledge than his main fic LOL#it just jumps around to specific scenes throughout Zerith's quests too much#but THIKL I tried to really like sit down and treat it like its own thing#there might be like a couple unfamiliar words here and there but for the most part I tried to explain stuff & give context clues#(and if u do decide to read it and something is confusing I will happily answer questions!!)#especially if u've played like skyrim and have seen apocrypha & hermaeus mora ur probably good#the rest is magical technobabble I made up LOL
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Actually i think this is a good time to let you guys know i never watched Sdra2 chapter 4 in full
#by the time it was getting translated i already hated Nikei so much that i couldn't stand watching the chapter#the trial much less. i haven't seen a second of the chapter 4 trial#which is a shame because i feel like my hate didn't affect by ability to enjoy the story this badly chapter 4 had the potential to be my#favorite case from Sdra2 because i think the concept/structure is really interesting and unique#i just can't say if it was executed well or not since i never watched it#the furthest I've ever gotten in chapter 4 was the scene Nikei makes ths reunion at Shinji's (?) room to talk to the rest of the cast#and then I THINK that's when Mikado shows up and that Cg of the two plays#i think that's how it went. it's been years#so yes. i never even saw the cast get to the babel tower#i mean. technically i did. but i didn't watch any of the scenes from it i was just skimming over everything to see if Ayame's statue#had special dialogue#that doesn't really count#i did watch the rest of the game tho. i watched ch5 once and ch6 a while after#but ch4? yeah. i genuinely doubt I'll ever watch it in full#maybe if some friend/mutual goes through it and drags me along to watch it I'd do it? still a huge maybe tho#on my own I'm definitely not taking time of my day to watch that. I'd genuinely have less of a problem watching the Ch3 trial again#so yeah. shout out to Nikei because i never had a character i hated so much that it affected how much i get out of a story#strangely enough I don't actually mind him when it comes to fandom content#but in canon or thinking of him in the context of Sdra2? my blood boils. this is no exaggeration#hyena ramblings#sdra2#super danganronpa another 2
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best byler proof is rewatching 3x03 and 4x01 back to back!!!! Thank me later!!!
#stranger things#byler#to be clear#i'm not saying these are direct parallels literally#i'm saying that#in s3 mike went from refusing to play d&d with his best friend#to in s4 mike bumming in the halls asking absolute strangers to play d&d...#oh how the turntables#like dude is DESPERATE to have a semblance of what he didn't even realize was an option until he lost it#I know we all laugh at Mike's#I hate high school#quote because it's so unserious#but in the context of mike's arc over the seasons#specifically between s3-4...#it says a lot#mike went from:#I mean what did you think really?#that we were never gonna get gfs?#that we were just gonna sit in my basement all day and play games for the rest of our lives???#to:#I HATE HIGH SCHOOL!??#THAT SAYS IT ALL#ITS SO UNSERIOUS AND YET IT SAYS EVERYTHING#also#will's: WHERES DUSTIN RN?#answer currently: running around the hawkins middle school looking for erica to be their d&d sub#also dustin flicking off the phone aligned with the dub of the fight in mikes basement kind of slaps#ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DONT LIKE GIRLS#'60 minutes begs to differ--'#WEAR A HELMET also killed me i had to
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